his? Do you remember that at the beginning of yesterday's show, I decided to be a little bit vulnerable and opened up my test results for my testosterone levels, which is important to see that they're as low as possible for cancer reasons. You don't want high testosterone if you have cancer because the cancer just eats the testosterone. So you want to lower your testosterone depending on, I suppose, which cancer you have. But for mine I wanted as close to zero as possible.

And do you remember that I opened up the test results while I was looking at it. I basically read it to you and I could see that it had jumped up to the middle of the range, which would mean the meds weren't working and I was basically going to die faster than I was hoping. Now, how many of you saw me do that live? I'm not imagining that, right? I did that live right in front of you and I was looking at it and I was just reading it, right?

Here's the fun part. That doesn't exist. That test that I looked at in detail and had an opinion and it changed my whole day. That doesn't exist. Because when I talked to my doctor by Zoom later that same day, he said, you know, no, your testosterone's effectively zero. The meds are working the way they were supposed to. And I said, "No, they're not." I mean, I looked at it myself. So I called it up and it was not only were the numbers completely different, but even the presentation of the graph wasn't the same.

So what happened? Did I hallucinate while I was completely awake and talking to you on live stream? Did I literally just hallucinate what I saw? I don't know. Or was it some kind of preliminary number because the number was just coming in and did they update it? Maybe from the old number to the new number or something. I don't know. But the good news and the bad news is that the meds were doing exactly what they were supposed to do to lower my testosterone to what they consider full castration levels.

However, the bad news is since my PSA spiked, it means the meds are doing what they were supposed to do, but my cancer's already figured out a workaround. So it's essentially producing probably something that doesn't measure as testosterone, but has a similar impact. So according to Grok, who I'm not sure I should believe in these situations, I'm pretty much dead unless we figure out a new solution. So I don't have a solution at the moment. But I also don't know how bad it is. So that's why I got to get scanned. Once I get scanned, then you'll actually see if anything got worse. If nothing got worse, then I'm fine. But if I'm suddenly filled with extra tumors, which I might be, it means we don't have a solution. But there are some options. So I'll keep you filled in.

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